This is something that I really have to take on faith. Just yesterday I was doubting the existence of God. Or if He did exist whether or not He really cared about me personally. He seems to be so distant most of the time. It is really difficult to talk to and believe in someone that you cannot physically see and touch. This is probably the reason that Jesus said to Thomas in John 20:29: Jesus said to him, “Thomas, because you have seen Me, you have believed. Blessed are those who have not seen and yet have believed.” Yes, Lord Jesus, I believe, please help my unbelief.