I haven’t written in awhile. Sorry! Just been kinda lazy and very busy. My situation is about the same though. Sure am really tired and sick of this CSC job. I’m gaining a lot of experience and growth in dealing with a wide variety of personalities. It’s very frustrating and stressful. I don’t see how anyone can be a Social Worker. I am getting a lot of complements. I’ve decided a long time ago that I am able to do most anything in life if I set my mind to it, even those things that I hate doing. I have the potential to become anybody that I chose to become. But, I have squandered away many possibilities. No one has said that life would be a rose garden. There probably will be many things that I’ll have to do in life that I don’t enjoy, just because other people expect it of me. I try my best to be very responsible and am working on being the best possible person that I can be. A man of integrity.
I went to see a Psychiatrist, Dr. Kingsbury, yesterday to be evaluated for depression. Well he basically told me that there isn’t anything wrong with me. I’m normal! I’ll continue to go and see my Therapist, Maxine Nudleman, once a week for the foreseeable future to mainly deal with my alcoholism.